If God is all "God" then there are a few questions I'd like Him to answer. Since I am unaware whether He reads my Blog or not I'd like it if my readers shared their knowledge with me and enable me to add to the little I have of my own.
Q1) Where is Earth going?
Elaboration: Are we all just stuck on an unfortunate planet which simply cannot get over the sun? I sometimes feel like moving ahead instead of going round and round about the same thing. The millions of creatures, lives, species are all just moving around the one same thing for years and years and we none of us even know what the shit is goin on. We dont know why we've all been put together and dumped in this ride whose mechanism is spoilt and neither does it stop nor does it move ahead. Countless creatures live and die and live again and die again on the Earth, what for? What the hell is happening? Where are we going to? Are we going anywhere at all?
Q2) Am I born for a purpose?
Elaboration: What is my role on this planet. Amongst the numerous intensions, emotions, ambitions floating in the space wavering me from one place to another what the f**k am I supposed be doing? Why am I born? Why do I breathe? Why do I exist? To help others was how I used to answer myself till today. Why do others exist?
Q3) If He just planted us as puppets on Earth then why did He give us a brain?
Elaboration: We anyways dont know anything that is happening to us or going to happen to us, and even if we knew this was to happen there's little we can do to change it. Why then do we have a brain that questions us? Why do we have a conscience that bites us? If we dont make any difference then why do we attempt to?
Q4) If no one feels for anyone then why can't we stop pretending and expecting?
Elaboration: Nothing changes with or without my existance. Whether I live or die I'm not helping nor am I troubling. Maybe dear ones will miss me but thats the end of it. Am I in a process of becoming a memory? Like the buterfly that evolves out of a caterpillar are we all just memories that are in the process of being born? Are we all struggling just to be a "good" memory?
Q5) Why does He never answer me?
Elaboration: This is not the first time I've found myself caught in this emotional turmoil. Is He ignorant? Arrogant? Or am I to small to be answered?