Thursday, December 6, 2007

I envy those..

I envy those who can cry freely before someone else, for I do not trust anyone to cry before.
I envy those who are insane because my sanity doesn't seem to help much.
I envy those who havn't yet tasted the bitter core of life because I can taste it in my mouth.
I envy those who do not know the truth!!!

8 comments:

Kris said...

it's impossible that you don't have anyone you can trust completely. what's possible is that you haven't realised who.

insanity is an escape. you don't need to escape. you need to come through. i've been escaping for years now, and the only problems of mine that have gone away are the ones i stopped running away from.

if someone hasn't tasted the bitter core of life, their life is empty. wounds may take long to heal, but they will heal. and when they do, it will only make you stronger.

no one knows the truth. truth is the destination, and we can only see 1 step towards it at a time.

jc said...

you don't have anyone that you trust?
thats more of a statement than a question.

Meghna said...

@kris: Maybe i put it in a wrong way n it sounds as if i am complaining, i'm not. Besides I do envy all those people who are happy all the time( or atleast seem to be!) I know its only me who chooses to be happy or not so happy and i'm trying but not dat good at it..dats wen i envy those who do it so eaisly!! Insanity, what I refer to, and in the people I have seen it in, is more of a characteristic than an escape. They are happily mad and I am all gloomy sad. The things that make me think fly by them!! I envy them!!I really do!! And about the trust, I cant explain maybe, but I'd rather not cry before anyone!! Anyone!!
After all this maybe ur thinkin "and she says she envies the insane..wat does she think she is?" :P Would like to hear back from you :)

Meghna said...

@jc I didnt undrstnd wat, (if at all) ur directing at me!! I'd like it if you'd elaborate!!

jc said...

i meant to say are you sure you dont have anybody you trust that much? perhaps you should have...

Meghna said...

Maybe I do, but trust is one thing that come only with time..till then its only a hunch of trust or maybe jus dat u want to trust, that doesnt mean you trust!!

jc said...

then get through time quickly, unless of course you're waiting for me...

tweety said...

Even i envy those who do not know the truth!!